Mr. Ang say, i simply love to buy things...not just earrings.
Purchases were from Aug - Nov

Purchases:

BAGS!!!
Isn't the model for the bags pretty.

This is a very nice red bag.
However, very inconvenient, especially when you wanted to take something out of the bag. U have to unlock, remove the flap, then take ur things. After that, need to place the flap nicely, the straps nicely, then lock again. Troublesome. 
Pretty only when it is a day, you don't have to take your wallet out, Eg. When i'm out with Mr. Ang. ^^


White bow, Pink bag
Look pretty, study. However, the handle already gave way.
Xiqi say i put too much things. Too heavy. So it become like that. =(
Actually, it doesn't look as pretty as the picture. I'm alittle disappointed.

White and Silver Bag with Chain.
I haven't use this. Intending to keep it till next year.
I don't want to use all the new bags at the same time. Keep some for rainy days.

Black Quilted Chain Bag.
Chanel Look-alike? Nah, Too far.
But the design was ok, material is considered soft. Good for light days.
Xiqi bought this too, and we both were happy with this purchase.
Just nice for dinner.



Items for the girls' Christmas gift (They just received it).
The pink pouch wasn't as pretty as the one in the picture, but the fushia (2nd pic) was nicer.


AE Purple check tunics.
Material is rather thick, full cotton. Gd for cold days, with the long sleeve.


I like the design behind. Alright to wear as a dress, but it is kind of short and tight,i'm not too comfortable as dress. As a top, it is great.

I like this white dress, the first time i saw it.
Tried & it suit me well. Like it alot, so i bought it.
Something simple, yet nice.


ON Pink top. Nice button, quite thick.

2 pairs of shoes. Nice.
But rainy weather, I can't wear. Due to the suede material.
Both were flats, thus comfortable.

Boots were alittle loose. But i suppose boots don't fly out. Do They?
I think alittle loose will have some allowance for my feet to wriggle. ^^
I fell in love with the Fuisha pair, because it look like ballets.

Her make-up teacher say i'm not pretty....=(
I don't have the vouge look, nor the foxy look (of cos, i'm not seductive)
I dont' have even have the thick lips. Mine aren't fine, just not thick. How to look seductive. My eyes is fierce, my nose is considerably large (i always complain it fake)...and the most important is i'm not a fox! ok, this is lame.

I will slap the teacher.
I know i'm not pretty...but i'm just not happy he say my face.

Whether a person can take the make-up or not, it is not just dependable on the person face, but also on the make-up skill of the artist.

ok, end of grumbling.

Xiqi will draw me pretty, i know.
Just hope that it is not because of my face, that she isn't performing...

A single flower can really do great.
Serene gave me a lily, it has a flaw. Professional can't use it.

Though there were flaws, the lily is still pretty.
Nothing in this world is flawless, it is just depending how you see it.


The smell is great and bright. Cheer me up, making the rest of the day beautiful.
I love flowers especially Lilies.
Just be careful when handling lilies, because their pollens will stain the clothes.

Every now and then, u will hear girls with boyfriend will have their guys to fetch them, Wife with husband will have husband to fetch them. And i have none. He, who is always busy with work, doesn't have time to do all for me.

 

He who worked 10 hours a day, doesn't have time to date.

Our dating time is merely that 3-4 hours per week. Sometime, the 3-4 hours is being used by 1 movie.

 

I know i shouldn't make noise. I should be understanding.

But lately, i suffered from emotional breakdown.

I think i just wanted someone to be with me.

I throw tantrum easily, just for the past few days.

 

Everything was alright.

However, things doesn't look alright when people start to ask u to look for jobs. They doesn't know what i'm doing, what i have in mind. I do understand that friends care, but i don't like to be pushed. I udnerstand that they are trying to be concern, but to me, it sounded just like i'm being pushed. I'm just not in the right mood.

 

My mum keep saying that it ok, just find a job.

But the more she say, the more terrible i feel. It is not that i'm being retrenched, but the contract term end. I feel terrible, as i no longer will have the capability to give her that much amount for a very long period of time.

 

I think i didn't have the fortune to keep sitting down and do data entry. My back probem is on and off, giving me difficulty in walking too. I'm no longer in the teens, no longer the early twenties. It is really the time that i should do something i wanted.

 

If u have tried, and nothing seem to work, sometime u will need to take another path. Don't u think so. I have tried to love finance, admin jobs, but they just aren't for me. I couldn't stay long & bored, although i will still be that position. I think i wanted to believe Xiqi's word for once: "If u keep thinking about it, it means something. Just go do it.".

 

I have things in my mind already. So pls, friends, if you want to show concern, just accompany me when free. And not remind me of jobs. I know what i should do.

I'm feeling really unstable, jealous (because all my friends have gotten great permanent jobs that they like).

 

I think the "bf/ husband fetching" is giving me a reason to argue with chris.

But after the argueing, i feel even more terrible. I make him upset.
And i hate myself even more. 

I should be more understanding, since i have chose him.

I hope to get over the mood soon.

Hectic weeks...
First, i was busy settling my dad's stuff. Rushing like mad. But it was also my fault, took quite abit of time to check and enter the stuff.

Before that, i was busy clearing sprees. Yah, sprees.

And now, i open sprees again.
This time, i need to get items for the gers. The usual stuff!.

Sometime, i really wonder...
Should i hate Christmas.
I need to prepare 6(min.) for the 6 pretties (min.), 1 gentleman, 2 kids, 2 old kids...
I do understand there are people who have to prepare more than these...
But thinking of presents is such a HEADACHE.
Don't u think so.