I have started posting in another website.
Trying somewhere else.

Link: http://alateria.blogspot.com/
This is the 2nd time i'm trying to switch.
Just hope that i'm able to get myself comfortable there...

Haven't update for quite some time.
Another year have passed, another year have arrived.

So fast, it is already Februrary.
I forgot what resolution i have done for last year, and neither did i create any for this year. Don't want to be tie down by resolution perhaps.

However, i shall make my silly wish, just like last year.
- More presents! no matter it is christmas, vday or my birthday,k.
ok, i'm a greedy woman. I admit.

---

Last year, i have a stable job, with rather ok income.
Everything was rather stable, going to work @ 9-6, every weekday. Weekend off, got public holiday, sometime get free dinner & lunch, sometime time off.

Now, everything lost.
Chinese saying:"ÈËÍù¸ß´¦ÅÀ", i'm going the opposite way.
All my friends are doing it, either vertically or horizontally.
Non would go downwards.
I have become the fallen angel, ok, that was what i have called myself.

Facing many kind of pressure.
Direct words is true, but every words stab me.
Fallen, isn't just as great as you think. Though some may say, i too have fallen.
Where have they fell exactly? Just a switch in co, or department, still salary remain great.

But me, I have fallen and switch a field.
There are many things that i had to bear with.
I cried for the 1st few days. I had to bear through work.
I had to convince myself, had to tolerate, had to support myself.
My parents aren't happy, bf grumble, friends doesn't understand.
No 1 gave me support, except myself.
The only thing they told me: " this is ur chosen route"

If i had another choice, would i still choose this route?
I don't know. I don't know what is another choice. I do hope i have another choice.
Dad say, u believe god's words?

Due to lack of confidence, my incompetency, bleak future and high competitive market, i do not know if i'm in the right field.
I seek draw lots, all sorts of readings and even link fate...some things just happened co-incidentently, leading me to believe.
Strange things happening and it just feel strange.
But i'm really comfortable in the industry now.

My job, mayb useless, but it will give me the experience.
Friends did ask me, are you sure?
I bump into a lecturer unexpectedly, and she provide me with some teaching.
I do hope, like what she mention, i'm doing the right things.

My dad insulted me. But, what can i say.
Even if i'm stupid, i had disgraced him, i have no competence.
He is still my dad. He can choose to disown me.  

I never have security nor stability in any job.
For now, i seek nothing in job.
I just hope to do everything well.

Mr. Ang say, i simply love to buy things...not just earrings.
Purchases were from Aug - Nov

Purchases:

BAGS!!!
Isn't the model for the bags pretty.

This is a very nice red bag.
However, very inconvenient, especially when you wanted to take something out of the bag. U have to unlock, remove the flap, then take ur things. After that, need to place the flap nicely, the straps nicely, then lock again. Troublesome. 
Pretty only when it is a day, you don't have to take your wallet out, Eg. When i'm out with Mr. Ang. ^^


White bow, Pink bag
Look pretty, study. However, the handle already gave way.
Xiqi say i put too much things. Too heavy. So it become like that. =(
Actually, it doesn't look as pretty as the picture. I'm alittle disappointed.

White and Silver Bag with Chain.
I haven't use this. Intending to keep it till next year.
I don't want to use all the new bags at the same time. Keep some for rainy days.

Black Quilted Chain Bag.
Chanel Look-alike? Nah, Too far.
But the design was ok, material is considered soft. Good for light days.
Xiqi bought this too, and we both were happy with this purchase.
Just nice for dinner.



Items for the girls' Christmas gift (They just received it).
The pink pouch wasn't as pretty as the one in the picture, but the fushia (2nd pic) was nicer.


AE Purple check tunics.
Material is rather thick, full cotton. Gd for cold days, with the long sleeve.


I like the design behind. Alright to wear as a dress, but it is kind of short and tight,i'm not too comfortable as dress. As a top, it is great.

I like this white dress, the first time i saw it.
Tried & it suit me well. Like it alot, so i bought it.
Something simple, yet nice.


ON Pink top. Nice button, quite thick.

2 pairs of shoes. Nice.
But rainy weather, I can't wear. Due to the suede material.
Both were flats, thus comfortable.

Boots were alittle loose. But i suppose boots don't fly out. Do They?
I think alittle loose will have some allowance for my feet to wriggle. ^^
I fell in love with the Fuisha pair, because it look like ballets.

Her make-up teacher say i'm not pretty....=(
I don't have the vouge look, nor the foxy look (of cos, i'm not seductive)
I dont' have even have the thick lips. Mine aren't fine, just not thick. How to look seductive. My eyes is fierce, my nose is considerably large (i always complain it fake)...and the most important is i'm not a fox! ok, this is lame.

I will slap the teacher.
I know i'm not pretty...but i'm just not happy he say my face.

Whether a person can take the make-up or not, it is not just dependable on the person face, but also on the make-up skill of the artist.

ok, end of grumbling.

Xiqi will draw me pretty, i know.
Just hope that it is not because of my face, that she isn't performing...

A single flower can really do great.
Serene gave me a lily, it has a flaw. Professional can't use it.

Though there were flaws, the lily is still pretty.
Nothing in this world is flawless, it is just depending how you see it.


The smell is great and bright. Cheer me up, making the rest of the day beautiful.
I love flowers especially Lilies.
Just be careful when handling lilies, because their pollens will stain the clothes.