Hectic weeks...
First, i was busy settling my dad's stuff. Rushing like mad. But it was also my fault, took quite abit of time to check and enter the stuff.

Before that, i was busy clearing sprees. Yah, sprees.

And now, i open sprees again.
This time, i need to get items for the gers. The usual stuff!.

Sometime, i really wonder...
Should i hate Christmas.
I need to prepare 6(min.) for the 6 pretties (min.), 1 gentleman, 2 kids, 2 old kids...
I do understand there are people who have to prepare more than these...
But thinking of presents is such a HEADACHE.
Don't u think so.

 

Ah....kill me...

There are many clothes that are pretty. and i couldn't buy it...
Because i need to save for the upcoming hong kong trip.

I'm becoming so poor....
Sob sob....

So huay, u better bring me to lots of places in hk.
Make the trip worthwhile, k.

Few weeks back, almost everyday, there were new surprises.

Wed - 30 Sep
A big crockroach was crawling on xiqi chest, even crockroaches also know how to pick.
I was just beside her, but it landed on her. If it landed on me, i would be shouting like mad.

A guy told us about it, if not, we might not have notice it. I don't dare to do anything.
I don't know to hit it or what. In the meantime, i was trying to see what they guy was doing. The crockroach went towards her shoulder and back & the guy hit her. VERY LOUD. I was studded, not her though. Effect: I gone into daze....as i couldn't recognise my route home.

Thur - 1 Oct

Everyone was talking about how the office was shaking the day before, as Indonesia had a major earthquake, not bothering me. Just curious chat.
Then at 10+ in the morning, the office shake. I tot it was because i'm staring the computer for too long, thus the giddyness and i wasn't seating properly. My chair goes front, my desk slide back, locking me in. It was the shake due to another earthquake. My 1st shocking experience.

Fri - 2 Oct

Went for medical check-up, getting my MRI result.
Since doctor didn't call, thus naturally, assuming my result, is alright.
However, it wasn't. I was diagnosed with Degenerative Disc Diease (DDD), no health risk, but can be quite problematic, as the pain can be killing. DDD is caused by various reasons, but the most probably is due to "Ageing". "Ageing" seem like a big word to me....

tues - 6 Oct

Grandma in hospital, to amplute anothe of her leg. =(
I hate diabeties.....so there a limit amount of sugar, u should take.

sat - 10 Oct

I went to my cousin's "after" wedding buffet treats in his house.
They have 3 dogs...I never dare to go near dogs.

But this dog went to sit beside me willingly...
it look so adorable...and I just went to stroke it fur....
and it climb on to my thights....I was hugging it...
Next, everything happened so quickly...

The dog was kissing me..... >.<
First time a dog kissed me non-stop....
I say someone help me, but it was tickling me...and i couldn't stop laughing...
So I guess....it had interpret my reaction wrongly...

>.<

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Aunts and mum have been saying errie things to me.... -.-|||

And I have been saying stupid things to others.

Oh Gosh...
Someone pls, just zip my mouth, if not, murder me.

I shall bang against the wall....

Havent update for a long time.
1 piece of news at a time.

Another long entries.

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F1 race

F1 race in Singapore. I can hear the "zoom zoom" sound when i'm in bugis and orchard. And SG is even more brighter due to the lighting.

Roads closure started on wed, 23 Sept and it turn out to be a mess.
Jams and confusion everywhere and traffic diversion was suppose to start at 9am.They started it ard 8.45, and it affect those who are working in the area. I guess many people were unaware of it. Very messy situation, even when it was during lunch time, cars were still in heavy traffic.

Office have lucky draws for the F1 tix. i didn't take part. My bad.
Anyway, it was just a single tix. I rather watch it at home than by myself.

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Personality issue

Lately, i began to doubt....
I have many "me"... is there a possibly that i have split personality or schizophrenia? Mayb it is just an adjustment.

Only people who do not response to me think i'm quiet.
I'm never quiet and i just gabble non-stop. That is, if u talk to me.
If u are not going to reply me, what is there to talk about.
I might just as well turn to wall and talk to myself, which might be more interesting than you.

But now, it is a different situation.
Ever since a year ago, i have become so quiet.
I have really shut myself.

Initially, it was this situation and when i'm with friends or chris, it is just like i have been released from Jail. Suffocated.
Now, it depends. Sometime i want to talk to friends, othertime, i would like them to get out as i find them rude. Strange. It is affecting me rather bad.

Well, i'm pretty stupid too.

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Driving itch and Сºì

I still miss it. Сºì was what i wanted to see every fri.
Miss everything about it.
My dad had hit the spot about habit. I'm not getting used to it - life w/o cars.
I always like to sit in the driver seat when i was young, so how can i not like driving.
If not because of the fear and challenges that i wasn't able to overcome, i would have like driving even more. Now, this is really itchy...

It is just like a drug.

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Skill in need

I suppose i wanted to learn a skill badly.
I don't want to be a Office Lady, it just isn't me.
So lately, i have been questioning myself.
Again and again. Day after day, it is just the repetition.
Do i really want to go for it?

It seem like the "1" step will kill me. 

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Recent been catching this drama every sunday, chasing chris away.

Chen Qiao En still look so pretty.
Storyline is alright. New-pairing. Get to see Blue Lan acting skill for the first time.

Be kind-hearted. No one is bad, just protecting themselves only.
I do believe in this. Thus, always treat people with good wills. It will be return, perhaps, someday. Although reality isn't perfect and beautiful.
I like the name - ¸£ÆøÓÖ°²¿µ, fortunate and healthy. Gd name.

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Recent Purchase, gifts and digs

Some cheap buys from June till Sept

Forever 21 top - from the Hertiage collection - got small triangles everywhere, so pretty. Just that it is quite low (i have already sew it )

F21 - White shite. I like the button and the ruffles of cos. Very pretty.

F21 Dress - Heritage Collection also. Relaxing with my favourite blue.
Change the belt, and it wil be a working dress.

F21 - red skirt with belt. Got 2 pockets. in love with pockets lately. It a little short though and it fly easily.... =(

F21 Dress - Grey. Hardly will i get grey items. Yet, this is one, that i love. Chris & mum love this too. Decent working clothes. ^^

Bag - Bought together with Huay and Xiqi. Pretty, but heavy.
Diva Accessories, each at $3 only. Cheap.
Stary top - Just like the egyptian style, pretty.
Floral Dress - Like the flower.

Bimbo pouch - I called it. Initially for camera, however realise that the magnetic force were too strong for the camera. Now, Sitting at a place for admiring purpose.

Pink Shoes - Pretty little thing.So pretty. But i can't wear it at the moment.

CR Dress - First time to purchase and i love this. Cute. It is in plaits and with ruffles.

CR Dress - Simple black dress, with croquet shoulders. Something new for me.

And also 1 blue babydoll dress with pockets. No pictures though.

Gift From serene: This came as a surprise. I was on mc on wed & fri, and she sent this on thur to my work place w/o knowing that i'm back for work and will be on mc the next day. Fate. Surpise.
I like the bunny. So Cute!. With lilies smelling good.

Peiyee's Dragonfly. I told her, that she gave me 2 before. She doesn't recall a thing. Her favourite color is red, and she hate yellow. So what does that mean? Love and hate me at the same time. =/

Finding: These cards were bought for a yr. Very pretty.

Finding 2: Cute papers. I have kept these for yes.

That's all.

Didn't realise that i haven't update for so long.
How times flies.

Not being busy, but being ill and uncomfortable lately.
Human are scary me.

1. Doctors
Seen 4 doctors, of which, the 4th, supposing the most professional is the most idiotic. 3 doctors have confirm that i have no slip-disc, after looking at my x-ray. The 4th, w/o seeing my x-tray, w/o bothering to ask, told me to a go for a xtray scan(same area), and say i have slip-disc. Does he care, I don't think so. Some doctors he is, yah. For the above info, I went to SGH ( Singapore General Hospital). Medication in Singapore is only for the rich, i have never seen a proper and good doctor in SGH (because they think you are poor). HUH! Local doctors truely sucks.
The other time when i was admitted to SGH A&E, it was a ang-moh, so not Local.

2. Drivers in Singapore.
I think many of u would know - Drivers in SG, are impatient and rude. Some even think they have super skills in driving. If you do not care about ur own life, that is ur business. THINK OF THE ONES WHO ARE SITTING IN UR CAR. & pls don't risk the life of other drivers, passengers and other living things. I have seen one today and he is trying to kill me, i bet with u!. I'm crossing on the Zebra crossing. Zebra-crossing is for passer-by to walk, should there be cars, they are suppose to STOP, wait for u to cross. I was crossing, 1 more step, and the yellow SFD2129H could knock me off the road. He, the driver saw me, and speed up. I stopped and stare. U WIN. My life is almost gone.

3. My friends.
Is it stress or what? I don't know. People have lost their patience.
They talk to me with attitude. They no longer talk with patience.
Somehow they show some ugly sides to me. Perhaps this is their true self.

So much after 10 yrs of friendship.
This came as a shock to me.

Nevertheless, i still have some nice incidents.

Such as,
- Xiqi giving up her appointment slot to me.
- Serene remembering a gift for me
- Huay bring me to see NDP preview
and of cos, Uncle Ang's effort to ease my worries.